2022

I’m not afraid to try

I don’t want to feel this space

With something that I’m not

Chew on the iron

 

If I can’t make it to 2022 - least we’ll see how long I can swim

I sometimes wish she hadn’t found me on the night, I tried to disappear

All at once 

 

The timing wasn’t right……

 

I don’t want to see this face

You need me to stay

Chew on the iron 

 

If I can’t make it ‘till 2022 - least we’ll see how much I can take

I sometimes wish she had just let me drift away

Free from any pain

All at once.

 

Antibodies

From underneath this surface patch

You’ll beg and writhe

And a longing, it could take the same amount

Might have missed it in my count

 

Mandatory spaces 

Stand in line

Through the television static, we divide 

Come hold my throat, to remind me what I am

 

You have the most material 

Oddest select

I never said I liked the side effect

I never meant it like I wished you well

 

Ativan Ativan, gotta disconnect

Ativan gotta disconnect.

 

At the bottom it’s recorded

Every word that wouldn’t pass

Opposite of everything you meant

I know it’s a lot to ask, but I’m desperate

Do the silent treatment twist

 

And I would never punish anyone to live like this

It is your choice - alone

Whatever happens, don’t let anybody see my face

 

And if I’m wrong

I’ll never try and change your mind again

 

What will make this last?

Kill me again

Tell it to stop finding excuses 

Why the passion you insisted on feels dead.

 

Grey Veins

Dragging through the night

Who was left to comfort?

Nobodies in sight of it 

Caught at the net

Mention of your charm

 

Lost souls

Laughing stock

Limitless song

Loveless sour

Leave so long

Surreal

 

Lonely shadow

Lay still

Leave softly love

Separated line

Sensing less

So long

Stay low 

Surreal

 

I wanna kill time like it doesn’t matter

You chose this instrument yourself

Stop trying to make it seem like you give a shit

You don’t have to believe in anything 

 

I can’t stop this one

We are meant to change

In the wind and rain

Make me new again 

 

(Lonely Shadow)

 

I don’t want to be alone with it anymore

I don’t want to make the lottery

Forgive another victim. 

 

Stop trying to make it seem like you made a difference.

 

Like Forever 

I saw it break 

Cut through the other side

Wide awake 

Lost the vision 

Lost his sight

There’s nothing anyone can do to change your mind

 

If you get high again 

Spinning off a giant rote 

Never knowing what it is

Dream of going after it

The consequence 

I tried to keep it hidden

Keep your eyes to yourself

 

The common threat

Dilate to keep it simple

You can’t deny what your feed 

 

Go through it all at once 

(You’ve got no witness to your photograph)

Tap dancing on the edge 

(You’ve got to seal the code in 5g tied)

 

They’ve got no way to prove that it was me

(Don’t think to save)

 

Our light will lead fair

Arriving after the veiled affair

On everybody’s unvaccinated lungs

 

The common thread

Dilate to keep it simple

You better watch where you shit

 

You say it best when you say nothing at all.

 

Blender 

Weighted down

Beyond the rule exist 

The traded myth 

Fade out of time

The furthest thing from what i thought i wanted

All that’s left behind

 

Waited long enough to be this way

 

Never a repaid debt

Never a dream of love

The value fits 

No, I never take offense to anything

In the final cast

 

In different dialects

Time mentions off the fortune root

Faded asleep

The different points beneath the antibodies right to waste away

 

Never mention my name

Traded adrenal sleep

The values fit

No, I never take offense in anything

In the final cast

 

How awful 

Here revolves the last thing that she said

I don’t know if I could ever find another way to say you lost it

 

No i never take offense to anything

I don’t hear 

Not while I was shaving shade. 

 

Past Lives

Drained fountains

Counting footsteps out of sync 

Truth running bow line

Out a sheep shank

Tied two tin cans together

 

I hear the whistle blowing Mississippi 1 and 2

I got the comment section grammar correction blues 

I hear the numbers calling Mississippi 3 and 4

Reject the influence 

Reject the influenza 

 

I’m not all my mistakes

No matter what they say about it 

There’s no use giving up

I know we can get well

 

Faced outlined 

Covered thumbprints under dust

I fear some indecisions 

Exercise my lazy eye 

You’ll burn the comment section grammar correction bile

We count the scalp coming in dissection of the trial 

Reject the influence 

Reject the influenzas 

 

What difference would it make?

Outlining the rest, just to see how long it last  

You’re afraid of them

 

Bury me in the comment section 

I belong to this 

I hope that you will never have to feel the scissor ocular correct

What difference would it make?

 

I can’t take it back.

 

It Takes Time

Hello, I’m not sure if you remember - we connected a long time ago

We were only kids trying everything to reflect the light we're denied

 

Scalpel admission 

The tendons bare  

All pins and needles, I can feel it everywhere 

 

Devolution demands 

Devour everything and fire across the multiverse 

 

To collect my anchor

To collect my end 

To collect my anchor

Matter over mind 

One day at a time 

 

The veins collapse

An iron bar infused into the wrist 

And I’d surrender anything to try and keep a grip

 

Operation obsolete 

Metacarpal you can’t keep

Anesthesia hasn't kicked in 

I can feel it everywhere  

 

Commotion command

We'll cancel everything 

And play our records in reverse 

 

Cheek to chest and unimpressed 

We're severed at the wrist

 

Replace the bone with earth and stone and make sure that it fits.

 

Bombsquad 

Dissolve the fascination

I know the sins reflect

In my imagination

Nature I’ve convinced to care

I don’t want to wait in purgatory 

Televised evacuation airs

On the other side of every camera 

This side won’t be shared 

 

Thy fear will eat you dead

Leora

Our eyes are all projection

Together  

 

I need a little less feeling

To keep it on this station 

Without a wire, how could I take my place inside 

I need a little seething 

All you see is make believe

Without a wire how could I make my way out there?

 

All aboard and ready to detach…

 

Our hate fuels everything 

Pulled apart the wave to take defense

Shotgun fire’s sheets of madness 

Leora 

 

It doesn't feel like it’s the same thing 

Why don't you wither in your head?

 

To be a winner 

To be undead

It’s sanctified 

To beat the winter

To beat a man

It’s razor thin 

 

Grifter

They lifted the monument

I couldn’t find the words to say the way it felt

Ring out in the aisle 

The profits gain from the disguising, the effect of it

 

All that divides 

And all that will break you

 

Dependent

I believe 

It all depends on it 

Love don’t lock yourself away

 

The god in which you pray

Lay in hate

Undivided inseam 

Offer of disgrace 

Violent taste

All errors divine 

 

Separated the barograph 

Can’t imagine the mistakes of being wrong 

While the tradition would decay

All the time we spent disguising the effects of it   

 

All that divides

All that’ll make you

Never escape its power again

 

Flu shed

Stabilize

Just to see your dead 

Love won’t offer you a thing

 

The promise kept 

By your disgrace

The promise kept 

 

Dragged along the ground 

Violins play all around

By weather growing 

I know you’ll get wind

It’s impossible to see

Make a mockery of me

Undivided inseam 

All errors divine 

 

Altar of disgrace.

 

Permanent Rebellion

Stare

Neither wait for your arrival 

Chastise in the weight of your approval

 

Tongue tied never rest 

Buried in your favorite dress  

 

I don’t want to be alone like this 

Why don’t you make it want you want to be

I don’t want to be the victim here 

Another victim here

 

False alarm defeat 

The way I pick 

The night fades 

Apostles of deceit and instant facts

The night shakes 

 

All around us

Everything starts to beat

 

I don’t wanna take the long way home

But I don’t wanna find another way 

Don’t need to know what your opinion is  

I don’t wanna be alone like this 

Why don’t you make it want you want it to be 

I don’t want to be a victim here

Another victim here.

 

Tongue tied in distress

Buried in your favorite dress.

 

Sleep Cult

To die in this dimension

Would protect all the things that want to do you harm

I don’t know if I am meant to enjoy it

When it all feels the same

 

If we offer refunds

All has been abandoned

Waver not for love 

 

Sorry that I wish that I was dead

 

Offer mending

Want without demanding

Burn up

 

On the only bridge that you had kept

Watch the world in rich amazement

I’m not meant to be here

Choose the most unsaturated outlet 

Made the deal with one agreement 

Never to be left out

Die in this dimension and you’ll wake

Lonely…..Replacement…..Reach

 

I’m sorry that I wish that I was dead.